Here's my baby girl all grown up now.
She's a little devil,  annoying the crap out of me/ everyone in the family majority of the time.
She's also a little angel, who can instantly carve a smile on your face the moment you look at her.
She's magic, my little sweetheart.
 
Who can ever be more adorable than you Shalyn?




p/s; get well soon darling. (:

It's been awhile hasn't it? (:
I sorta miss blabbing random thoughts & blurting out those emotional breakdown sessions here.
You have served me well & have been a great companion Livejournal. Heh heh heh. :D

So! Here i am, to give a brief update on what has been going on in my life.

Well, so where do i start? Hmmm..
Let's start with work/ school.

Alrighty, currently i am on internship at The Megazip Adventure Park.
We're being attached there for 10 weeks.
8 weeks have passed, which leaves us approximately 2 more weeks to go!
Gosh, how time flies.

Our first few weeks was sucha a pain in the ass.
Everyone wasn't so coping well.
Working there was, without a doubt, physically draining.
We whined and bitched among ourselves almost every single day after work. Hahaha!
But fortunately things got better, we started coping better, getting used to the environment and what not.

Okay now, let's talk about the Megazip Crews now.
They are certainly an awesome bunch of people who are friendly, nice, hyper & over-active i must add.
But wait.... then again.... i take that back.
Well.. most of them are amazing. 
But some are pretty much, plain motherfucking bitches/ assholes. :D
Shall not reveal any names here or i'll get myself into trouble for no apparent reason.
So go figure okay? (:

To be honest, Megazip's my first job ever. 
I never had the need to work before. Cause i am sucha spoilt brat.
So i had no idea what to expect.
But one thing for sure, working life is definitely exhausting.
And i have come to a conclusion in reference to all the remarks, comments & opinions i've heard.
i guess no matter where you work or how nice you try to be, sometimes some people are just a pain in the fucking ass.

Apart from that, did i mention i got like 10x tanner than i already am?
I know right, it's not like i'm not tanned enough already.
I look like a true blue Indian, i swear to god.
Sucha tragedy la! :(  
AND I KEEP GETTING MYSTERIOUS INJURIES THAT APPEARS EVERSINCE I STARTED WORKING!
pffffttt!

 
Okay enough about working life for now.
Let's get personal. actually i shall skip the detailed parts.
My love life has been a wreck eversince the ex-boyfriend.

Guess what?
I am a happy goober, silly ninteen year old girl, right this very moment. (:
It's weird i must say...
Unexpected is more appropriate.
Love comes in the most unusual places. Haha.





you, make me happy baby.

Reason why i don't update my LJ as often is because i found another alternative to blogging which doesn't really require much of your brain matter.
Tumblr.
All i have to do is reblog reblog reblog,
And trust me, it's definitely idiot proof.

I've been following fuckyeahglobetrotters on tumblr for quite awhile.
So they blog photos of BEAUTIFUL places on earth.
And i really mean RAVISHING!

Italy, particularly caught my eye.
I can't believe how breathtaking Italy is!
Just take a look at the photos above!
So much beauty in one country!

Oh Italy, how i'd love to visit you one day.
Just imagine spending a week or two on a honeymoon with the one you love in Italy.
How amazing would that be. <3

Zyra & I talked about having our honeymoon there.
She said i stole her idea and that she thought of going there for a honeymoon first.  -____-

Okay darling, first of all we're only 19!
Secondly, we're not working, so where in the world are we gonna get $$ to get to Italy in the first place!
And to being with, we're not even married!

But well, us girls can dream right? ;)
hahahaha!

Well, i miss Zyra and her nonsense.
And i miss Boo too!
Irfan do you want to be included here as well?
Okay okay, i do miss Irfan actually.
And not forgetting Tqi.

Truth be told, the list can go on.
But i rather not mention anymore names.
For, it's for me to know and for you to find out. (:

And the best part of today was trying to explain to Zyra about the ____ which has a _____ that has batteries!
Even Boo got it!
Go figure! ^^

Oh no, I see
A spider web is tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I'd said

Oh no, what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle
So I turn to run
The thought of all the stupid things I've done

I never meant to cause you trouble
And I never meant to do you wrong
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm

Oh no, I see
A spider web and it's me in the middle
So I twist and turn
But here am I in my little bubble

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble
I never meant to do you wrong
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble
Although I never meant to do you harm

They spun a web for me
They spun a web for me
They spun a web for me

I am here right now 'cause i kept tossing and turning like a mad cow.
I don't know why in the world i can't sleep.
Oh wells, might as well update my rusty ol' LJ.

I have a Tumblr now!
Finally got my lazy ass to find out how to use it.
I'm still trying to get a hang of it though.
And i'm sure it'll be the end of my LJ.
Or then again, maybe it won't?

Check it out!  
They say a picture paints a thousand words. (: 
http://surrealkisses.tumblr.com

I know, i couldn't be bothered to think of another URL.
So i decided to stick to my LJ nick. ^^





You have the softest littlest hands i've ever held.
Your little fingers so delicate in my hands.
I love the way you hold my pinky so tightly.
You are so impatient when it comes to your precious milk.
Yet no one complains, 'cause we are at your service little one.
Your wish is our command. ^^
You like to fart alot too! Even in your sleep at times! hehehe!
I love how you speak in your cutesy baby language that no one understands.
But yet, you're able to make everyone in the room glee so delightfully.
The best thing about watching you sleep, is being able to catch a glimpse of you smiling.
Yes, you smile in your sleep my dearest. (:
And that is PURELY PRICELESS!  <3

Something i totally have to agree on. Have you seen Jake's bod?!
Omg, my Taylor Lautner is AWESOMELY UNBELIEVABLY FUCKING HOT!

Just caught Eclipse yesterday.
Didn't like the fact they sorta changed the storyline here & there.
But well, you can't expect to fit a whole damn book in a 2 hour movie right?
The movie was alright. Could have been better.
Can't wait for Breaking Dawn though, i wonder who'd be Reneesme.
It's almost impossible to make a movie out of Breaking Dawn.




I do realise i rarely blog anymore.
All i do is rip off quotes and photos from people's Tumblr, particularly Rul's.
That's because i'm not sure how to put everything i'm feeling in words.
So i guess the quotes & photos are a rough sketch of what i'm going through and what i'm feeling.

It's ironic really, the things he'd do for me.
And the things i'd do for you.

He's like a painkiller.
Temporarily relieving the pain i'm going through.
With him, i might be able to live on without you. Who knows?
You, on the other hand is like a drug, so tempting & addictive i'd succumb to you anytime when offered.
So how is that gonna work for me? Seriously?

I read Eclipse all over again.
Yes am pretty obsessed with the Twilight Saga.
For some reason i like to read books which either fasinates me, which i am able to relate to.


Jacob: He's (Edward) like a drug for you Bella. I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But i would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun
Bella: I used to think of you that way you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me.
- Eclipse

I am freaking out 'cause Ice Box by Omarion is playing on 987.
Hah.
Countless thoughts and emotions goes together with that song.

I can't help but recall when i look at the last photo above.
A game called Taboo.

Round 1.
The word was Fragile.

A: My heart is _____?
B: Errr, broken?
A: Nono, another word for it?
B:  What? Sad?
A: Noooo! Close to the previous one you mentioned.
B: Errrr... ???
*TOOOOOOOOOOT goes the buzzer*
A: Fragile laaaaa!
B: You can say glass what!
A: Cannot..... Glass cannot say laaa. It's in the thing.
B: Can say plate what or clay, ceramic. -_____-
A: -_________-

Round 2.
The word was Eat.

B: You need to _____?
A: PEEEEEEEE!!!!
B: Nooo! Eat! Ah see, you give me like that. -___- My heart is ___? I need to ___? How to know?
A: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *grins*

Anyway, besides the point.
That was just something that got to my mind.

My phone has been awfully quiet.
I guess i gotta get used to this.
I chose this path.
I am just not ready for anything right now.
From the bottom of my heart, i am sorry.
I need some time to figure this crap out.
I need some time on my own.
I guess that's the only option i have left.

I am sorry, i swear i didn't mean to break your heart.
I thought i was doin' alright.
A couple of days later, i realised i wasn't, and that i am not even ready for this.
I guess i so badly wanted to get over him, i misjudged myself.
I am terribly sorry.